Thursday, February 14, 2008
it takes some time to adjust myself back from being in malaysia. cny was considered the best i ever had. it wasn't because of the amount of money i got because i didn't get a lot and not like i usually obsess over such stuff. so really it was the experience - a cultural one. being in a pre-war house where my grandmother was born, being at muar river and spotting a crocodile, being in a kampong and knowing how advanced we are all. kind of appreciating what i have. this cny feels a whole lot different and more interesting. i am sad that i forgot to bring my cam along. it didn't occur to me to bring it. oh and of course some family bonding always feels good. to feel more loved too and secretly happy knowing that your dads' laptop password is actually your name and birthday. i was surprised yes. recently my parents seem to be nicer to me and appear like they're more often in a good mood too. my mom actually woke up to heat up soup for me though i was back late. i was more of expecting her to scold me or something or asking me to heat it up myself. i really hope it remains this way. to me, a healthy family relationship is very important.
can't believe it's another vday from last year at wq's house where i met him. this one year has been wonderful. this is the first vday where it holds a different meaning for me. i've learnt to love someone over this past year and i've learnt a lot about myself. love is actually a learning journey. and knowing you can depend on someone gives you a lot of security. feels good :) haha.
it shall be a good day then.
love you like a sister;
3:55 am
